Im just Me

2004-06-03T11:14:00.000+08:00

A new Layout.A new Me.A new beginning. (wad am i crapping???)
k aniway,now in blk M lab..doing proposal..luckily got da company of
dearie..not so bad..hehe..

now im freaking hungry!! *looks at ad dearie*
hmm....... *stomach growling*
i wanna eat MAC!!! no more south canteen!
sick n tired of it aledy!
klah..wanna go makan now....weeeeee!!!!

2004-06-03T09:23:00.000+08:00

i was told to go F a PC. hahahahahahhahahaha.

2004-04-06T17:33:00.000+08:00

Loving her.For life

The past week has been very interesting.
k adios.

Loving ad.

2004-03-30T17:23:00.000+08:00

now in java cLass.bored.pissed.everything.
missing ad.even though she's juz next door.
lotsa tings to write but dunno wer to start.
a big FUCK YOU to whoever whus trying to mess wit me and ad's life.
It aint werking. Im loving ad MORE!
okie.Tts all.

Love u ad!!!

2004-03-07T22:42:00.000+08:00

*change of hairstyle for me.
*sentosa trip was freaking fun! thanx alot guys n gals ;)
*we lost our floorball game to OSB.
*i can now do airhooks.credits to fuad's bro nyer stick.but hey,overall,skills matter.not da stick.haha.
*gonna buy tt unihoc floorball stick.orange hard blade.hopefully by tis week.
*camp coming up tis weekend.
*common test tmr.n i noe nuts.wadever.burn ah.
*study dates wit dearie was lotsa fun!
*carried ad dearie under the starry sky! :) love ya ad!

2004-02-17T22:04:00.000+08:00

a raised voice.a raised voice tt was well deserved.im sorie.

i love u ad.so much.

2004-02-15T01:02:00.000+08:00

Feb 14. A perfect day. A day well-spent wid ad. Love u ad! Tts it. Ta-ta.

love ya ad!!

2004-02-13T03:19:00.000+08:00

alooooha!! im back..FINALLYY! haha..afta months of not updating..here i am now..finally updating.. well i juz finished doing a gift for a special sumone. wah im now freaking sleepy seh..cant tahan animore..took me quite a while to finish it up..n i had to lie to do tis gift...haha...sorie it was a white lie!!! it was for a good cause ...! i noe it is...haha.. *yawns* ok lah..im now freaking sleepy..n btw..i miss *ad*dearie. miss her badly. cant wait to see her later! wooopeeedooo!!!!gtg now...peace outs ya'll. holla.

Love u *ad*!

2003-12-21T23:37:00.000+08:00

one word to describe ME tis past few days.
sad.dont ask me why.
call me petty.
call me over-reacting.
i dont care.
hey i haf my pride n feelings too.
wateva.

*luv ya panda-san*

2003-12-20T04:25:00.000+08:00

i juz put dwn da fone wit *ad*. i kinda lost my mood during some part of the conversation. i dunno y. wat da fuck is wrong wid me?!?! n today's nite wishes were kinda fast n b4 i knew it...da engaged tone came on.. haiz. cloudy thinking. maybe she's pissed wid me. yeah . she is.

2003-12-19T23:15:00.000+08:00

*uncertainties clouding my mind*

eyz.juz gt back hm frm town.went out wit E.D.B(emotionally disturbed boyz) hahaha!! dey are adi,,jag n uddyn...followed adi go collect his printer n digicam..kinda cooL sak dis gadgets..den go makan,play cs,den lepak at dhoby gaut.Used uddyn's laptop n did crappy stuffs on it.i was trying on adi's soap shoes. gotta admit its kinda cooL. i was busy sliding arnd on his shoes.wahaha.den went back hm.

yest had a soccer game wit faiz's frenz at SGS. met up wit dauntey n min at 745 at katib.proceeded to AMK to meet faiz.he was late.aiyoh.he came arnd 815.den proceeded to serangoon via bus.had a great game.played on da right side of da field. had numerous chances to score.either keeper saved my shots or i missed. but da best chance was wen i lobbed da ball frm halfway.it was goal bound n it floated gloriously...UNTIL it hit da bar! damn!!! haha..aniway..i was kinda satisfied with tt try. haha. we won.den go lepak wit faiz n his frens. tgh lepak-ing,faiz went off. left wit me,dauntey,min n two of our newfound frens.lepak-ed n played all sorts of card games till 5 plus. we were laffing like mad sak.haha. den da nyp trio went to amk n ate at long john. we talked over numerous issues.throughout da day, i was waiting for *ad's* call..but it never came. kinda sad.but its ok. den went hm. chatted wit *ad's* sis n cuzzie online. den......haiz. sorrie *ad dearie*.

sometimes,i juz feel like im more of a hindrance. dont ask me why. i dnt wish to elaborate.i dnt gif a fuck wat ppl tink bout me.no one's perfect goddammit.i cant stand seeing it happen.i haf my pride too. why do ppl take tings for granted? i juz dont understand. i guess da oni time u'LL start cherishing sth is wen dey are gone.damn. i'm feeling low now. argh. wateva.

*luv ya ad darling*

2003-12-12T12:31:00.000+08:00

My mind's in a whirL. AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!! fuck ah! double fuck ah!! knn...nnb!!!! seeee beeh. ok tts it.

2003-12-06T11:34:00.000+08:00

finch - "letters to you"

Can't you see that i wanna be there with open arms
It's empty tonight and i'm all alone
Get me through this one
Do you notice i'm gone?
Where do you run to so far away?
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so
I'm writing again these letters to you on much I know
But i'm not sleeping and you're not here
The thought stops my heart
No more looking i've found home
I'm gone away...

*Miss you ad darrlin*

2003-11-20T14:46:00.000+08:00

*she made a promise*

weyloz! its been a freakin long time since i blogged! haha...k aniways..nothing much happening lately..went to buka wit da rejects last week..at kfc! haha,kinda sth new for once...den went for a sheesha session. tt was kewL too..lots of laffter n crap as usuaL. i was kinda pissed at some tings during da sheesha tingy..but well everything's cleared up..yippeee. special shout out to amin..u shld noe y amin...hahaha. den stayed home for da next few dayz.weLL, FINALLY cleaned up my room.Nothing much ah,xcept it looks less of a garbage dump.den yest went to geylang wid mudd. haha..yeap..oni da two of us! haha...imagine two geylang virgins walking arnd geylang,da bazaar was freakin packed! mudd was finding his baju kurung..took a LONG while b4 he found one...haha..even went to joo chiat and tanjong katong..met azzza n dip at geylang too...azzza was wid his mom while dip was wit her frenz...we buka at long john..den walked around sumore..faiz was supposed to meet up wit us..but he was late..he wanted to get da ketam tingy ..haha,tis guy ah sanggup seh turon geylang nak beli ketam..in da end didnt...decided to meet up at tamp wit hairoL n faiz..so afta buying deng2,we went off to tamp.decided to play pool den azzza joined us as weLL..skali packing seh! wait for a while..den dey decided to play CS..gerek dok!! kekek gilerrrrrrr!! hahahahahaz...bez ah korang...play2 den arnd 11 plus went off...me n mudd took 969..i gotta say da journey was kinda fast..haha....later gonna join da rejex for pooL at paya lebar..aiyoyo...east side again...jauh seh...haha...seee hw ah..klau tak malas iL turon k dudes....man..im nt gonna see *ad* for da next two weeks or even more...she has tarian practice for a performance tingy..wat more during raya period wer everyone's busy goin out...damnz...ive not seen her for four dayz..hahahhaz..pathetic seh han..but wad to do...i miss da rejex,LGK,hopeless case , 0314 n my sec 2 npcc squad..hope to see yaLL soon aight? take care k! peace outz!

*missing her.missing them.*

2003-11-11T01:40:00.000+08:00

i can't take it no more. argh. burn ah.

2003-11-10T00:10:00.000+08:00

*Missing Her*

Eyz! wassup..amcamz?? kinda bored now so decided to update my blog entry...weLL,today i stayed home da whole day..yesterday also..whoa,two days straight stuck at home! haha..did some spring-cleaning and painting..well today supposed to go see matrix wit *ad* but last minute she cant make it..its ok though...tmr we'LL be going! yipeeeee..cant wait to see her! i miss her seh! huahauhauhz.....
well,last fri da whole rejex gang went out n buka together! best seh! at lau pa sat...as usual..everyone was on hyper mode! chatting n eating happily! haha..afta dat da Rejex gang walked to esplanade..da views were breathtaking seh...whoa! den da guys were playing tis spot-something-and-u-punch-da-nearest-person game..haha!!! bez sak! all da way till esplanade dey were playing!haha..upon reaching esplanade..we sat at da exact same place wer we had our first forum...we played some games tt had everyone laffing all da way...its very comforting to see everyone ssooo happy..hope tis happens always! den took some grp pics...had fun doing tt too...haha....den its time to bid fareweLL..i went back wit *ad*,dauntey n jit...tt was it for last fri! bez sak! rejex always!
weLL,i kinda miss my sec skooL frenz..da LGK crew especially! how ya guys doing yo!?!? biler nak buka together?? haha...well heres a shout-out to uddyn,fairuz,jaga,baiya,adi,bobo,isdino,krish,kamal,fadli,hamzy,hamdy! hope to see ya'll soon! i tink tts it. peace outz! eh btw..I MISS *AD*!!! haha...chaoz!

*ten zillion roses for panda-san.yes.panda-san*

2003-11-04T00:02:00.000+08:00

Howdy! Amacamz?? haha...Long time nvr touch tis blog tingy!Tgh boring ah..tu pasal sanggup buat blog nie..kalau tidak..tak kuasa! haha..weLL,got lotsa tings to say sak! iL start frm last sat..Last sat mrning, i had NPCC..did da same usuaL stuffs,den knocked off around 1 plus in da aftann..rushed home coz gonna go study wit *ad* my darrling*grinz*! sampai rumah arnd 215.Mandi,took a rest,siap2 den msged *ad* to ask abt time n venue.Afta everything's settled,i juz sat dwn at my comp,waiting for da time to go out of my house..den skali my Hp rang.It was *ad*. ingatkan aper..skali it turned out she had to cancel it. damnz..abit binget ahz...but hey she's my darling seh! anything for her..so i said its ok n stuffs. put dwn da fone..den tros cam dilemma. nak stay rumah ker atau nak kluar skali coz in da evening iL be having a bbq wit my sec skool frenz. decided to kluar skali since dah siap n aLL.Time check:3.45. Left hm,took da mrt,thought of going to skool n carry on studying alone.Dah sampai Yck,cam malas plak.Continued da ride all da way to somerset.Decided to go to town.alone.yes.ALONE.pathetic huh.Went to cineleisure,heeren hmv,fareast plaza.total time spent ALONE at these 3 places:2 hrs plus.Haha.den went back to yishun n went for da bbq.da bbq was great. had lotsa fun! i almost got thrown into da pooL sak! haha..tt was aLL for sat..
On sunday..woke up extremeLy "earLy".Promised my dad to help him paint da house.As usuaL,woke up late. but hey,i stiLL helped out.Kinda fun wen da whole family is involved.Woots..da house looks cooL! den in da evening,afta buka time,met up wit *ad* at mac to study.FeLt so so so so happy juz seeing her! sumore tt day was our one month anniversary together seh! aLL da more i feLt happier! was eating wen suddenly my fav song came on thru da MAC nyer radio,"all my life" by kci n jojo..i realised tt da song had so much meaning! didnt noe wat came over me,i juz stopped eating,looked at *ad* straight in da eyes n started singing to her!! huahauhauhauhz....*ad* thought i was joking seh..but dear!! it was SINCERE SEH!!! realiE!!! hehe....den went off frm mac arnd 1115..sent her hm..argh i hate da departing part...hehe...tt was it for sunday...
WeLL.today was da data comm paper.generally,da paper SUCKED.haha. went buka wit dauntey,faiz,dip,dip's sis,nad,shammie,*ad*. den sent *ad* back hm. n here i am..!
ok lah...tts abt it! peace outz! take care guyz! Luv ya LiL panda!*winks*
*ten triLLion roses for ad.yes.ad.

2003-10-28T00:15:00.000+08:00

wassup yo! haha..whoa im in a good mood for da second day in a row!! wooooots! weLL,yest me n muh family went to MaLaysia to do some shoppin'...aper lagi..i gt down to business lah! bought for myseLf a few shirts,shoes n a studded beLt! wooohoooo! went home tired..but satisfied!
WeLL.For today..me went to skooL in da mrning for xtra
C prog class.As usuaL,woke up Late.haha.LAterz in da aftann...me met up wit *ad* my darling.went to town.did some shoppin'.FinaLLy gt my type 1 jeans!yes ah!! bought a t shirt as weLL. da fact tt ad folowed me made da whoLe trip SWEEETTER! Luv Ya dear!! deN went to buka puasa at sakura.kwangz.ate,made some dumb jokes der,yada yada.den accompanied *ad* to bugis to get her pay.while walking arnd bugis..saw tis beautiful set consisting of a necklace,a braceLet and a pair of ear studs.whoa.feLL in love widdit.thought of buying it for ad.so we waLked away..den i made a dumb excuse,rushed back to da shop,bought da set..n rushed back to her! haha...power ah SUPERHAN! so whiLe walking her home..i gave her da necklace set..my heart was beating so fast..it cud literally pop out! haha...glad she Liked it!! hehe...anything for u dear!k lah,me wanna go caLL my darling..peace outz yo!

*ten MILLION roses for ad.yes.ad.*

2003-10-24T02:07:00.000+08:00

Yo! whoa..finally gt to publish my ferst entry! woots. haha
aniway...went to arab street juz now for shisha( i tink tis is how its spelled..i dunno!) It was kinda cooL..its sth like smoking..but its actually not. gt flavor sumore! baik sak. went der wit my beLoved clique of frenz. haha..tak leh angkat sak..aD my darling oso "smoked". HUHAUAUAHUAHAZ..ad ad...tsk tsk tsk...as usual all slacked.
weLL,aD has been abit moody n sad tis past few dayz..i duno wether im over-reacting or not..but are u oK dear? uR reaLLie making me worried..haiz..anything...iL be der for ya aight? peace! woohooo......sth happened yest *wink wink* .. shall not go into detaiL..LUV YA aD! haha...k lah..gtg..my eyes are barely open..take care yaLL...han signing offfff!

*10 thousand roses for aD.yes.aD.*

2003-10-14T21:25:00.000+08:00

hey der! wassup yaLL...whoa..cant believe i haf a blog! haha..promised my dear darling iL make one... :-) weLL da past week was an eventful one! pleasant events mostly! haha.. to start it off,me n my darling *adLina* are together (YIPEEEE!) Luv ya lots dear..! Me n my pals are getting closer..i got a new guitar pick n to top it all off..i was selected for da IVP floorball team! woooooots! hahahaha..cant believe seh! skooL is starting to get intresting..partly bcoz i get to see my dear darling..hehe..aniwayz..tts abt it folks..wanna do my semestral project! peace out. cheers to all da peeps tt i noe...special shout out to da rejex n my dear darling..LUV YA!